Here I am awake at 3am and I have class tomorrow. I have to just say that I'm a complete nervous wreck, and a lot of people don't get why..but I'm going to just say this, I'm going to college for something that I'm no where even NEAR interested in. I have NEVER or will never be interested in the medical field. My dream job has been the same since I was 10, and that is to be an actor. I know it may sound silly for a lot of you all, but I can't seem to let it go. I can't do any other occupation and be satisfied/happy at it. I'm only going to college for medical assistant because iv set the picture in my brain that if I don't go to college that ill be like the rest of these drunk ass drug heads around my area. I refuse to be like them. But I can't go to college and study something I'm just not gonna be interested in. Because if I do that, the chances of me graduating college are extremely slim. Sad to say. I want the best for me...but I just don't see happiness there. I'm going to give it a shot though. What do I have to loose? if I quit college, at least I can say I tried. But there. I got that off my chest. Hopefully y'all can give me some advice...